Always and Never...

So it all starts with a flirt, the kind of flirt that makes you think that you are Alice in wonderland,and you are just wondering what it is going to be like to go down that rabbit hole..

A look, thats all it took, no words were said,nothing, just my eyes in his...Yep, that's all there was...but the world stopped turning for a few seconds...I felt it, my friend who introduced us felt it, and I'm sure he did too...
But is it real?? Can it be possible that the guy of your dreams really exists?
Well at least his body is all I dreamt of, but what about his personality??Can we have it all??
So we exchange numbers and the real flirt with, well let's call him Big because, well he just is...everywhere! (now, now girls calm down I still don't know his size there :P)
Obviously I find it really hard to believe, I mean this only happens in movies, right? Boy meets girl, girl gets huge crush on boy and vice-versa, and they live happily ever after...(well in most movies!) So because of my doubts concerning my dream guy (trust me he has everything I ever look for in a man...) I give him a hard time, I mean, I'm not just going to fall into his arms like a desperate girl... where there is no mystery there is no enthusiasm!!
Eventually, one day out of the blue, he (it is importante to mention that it was him and not me) tells me that he thinks I'm cool,funny and interresting and that our flirt has been going on for almost 2 years! WoW!!! 2 years?? I couldn't believe it, and we have only seen each other three times in those 2 years, yet our phone conversations and everything we speak about really makes sense to me, and we have so much in common...
Our desire for each other starts to grow with each message sent, and we want to go from texting to actually touching...and even there we are compatible (if you know what I mean!!)
Obviously something had to be wrong in this perfect picture! It was just too perfect don't you think? I mean I find my dream guy, with this incredible body, and guess what he has the brains too!!
But there is a huge problem between us...our time tables they are not that much in common! Everytime we make plans, crash boom bang, something happens!
The question is, Is it because we have never been together that this is still going on? Or is it just, that nothing is suppose to happen between us... Maybe we will Always but Never have each other...
To be continued...

Mary poppins